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Thank you so much for everything, dear. For making this wonderful present for me, for teaching me everything and specially for being this AMAZING friend!!!!!! :heart:



Resident Evil and its characters belong to Capcom.

Song for this chapter: Ronan Keating - This I promise you


From The Bottom Of My Heart

Jill watched Leon quietly as he bent down to pick up the key and give it to her.

The two were looking at each other for a few seconds without saying a word, so Jill unlock the door.

"Jill ..." Leon said in a calm voice "You don't need to let me in, unless you want that too... I need some answers, but I don't want to be the only one looking for them ... Only open this door if you want to also understand the what happened to us."

Jill was silently staring at the door with her back to him. She realized that although he had gotten there, he kept his pride. This was one of those times when Jill really did not know what to think, but she just opened the door. He deserved that opportunity, since she didn't really know what to blame on him directly and because Jill also wanted to understand everything.

She pointed to the sofa, without looking at him. While Leon walked slowly to sit in the couch, Jill brought two glasses of water. She placed a glass in front of Leon, on the coffee table. Holding the other glass, she sat in the chair to his right.

Although she was terrified before her own sensations and feelings at that time, Jill could show an incomparable calm. Still keeping a cool attitude, she managed to raise her eyes for the first time and face Leon, who understood that she was waiting for him to speak.

"Jill ... I ... For a week I was trying to understand what had happened ... I arrived at the hotel and the first thing I did was to call you. After waiting hours for you to call me back, I tried again. Suddenly I discovered that you traveled without say anything, and after trying a few times to reach you on your cellphone, I finally gave up. I realized I had no right to think I owned you. But I did get angry on your attitude." Leon looked at Jill, probably expecting some reaction, but as she said nothing, he continued "A few days later I realized I was no longer angry but confused. I realized that you were too special and maybe I didn't deserve such a special woman because of my conduct... with other women. But I also realized how much your presence and your words had an impact on me. During those meetings and boring lectures, I realized I did not want to be there anymore just because I did not have to be that superhero that everyone expected. I just needed to do my part. For the first time I dodged all flattery and praise and I felt so good about myself. I felt normal." Leon paused for a moment and took the glass of water in front of him, taking a sip. "Then I started thinking that life only brought you to me to teach me to stop torturing myself because of people's expectations and also mine. I thought that was the only reason to have known you... Until a few days before my flight back I decided to go to the hotel pub. A woman was looking at me with some interest. I had nothing left to lose, I decided to let her approach, but my mind was not there. I started drinking wildly as I realized that you weren't out of my mind and soon I was telling that woman everything that happened between you and I. Until the confused outcome where you disappeared without saying anything to me ... She was very nice, because although she was probably looking for fun, she was very patient with a drunk guy and she also told me something that woke me up. She said that perhaps you were afraid of what you were feeling or even hurt. I then thanked her attention as I could no longer stand up and I went to my room to sleep. The next day, I thought of everything that could have scared you away and I realized that I could have given you reasons, even indirectly. I thought it could be the fact I never told you I went on that mission during my vacation, but I knew it was not enough. After all, I was never the best man in the world ... But I want to hear from you, everything..."

Jill realized that those words had more impact on her than she would like.

"I ... I do not know exactly what to say, because I recognize that I don't own you either.. So ..." Jill said with sincerity.

"Please, Jill ... Let me understand what is happening or what happened."

Jill took a deep breath trying to draw strength and courage to speak.

"You really didn't do anything directly. I could not question you about the people you were involved before me. I just ... I just realized I needed to take better care of myself and my feelings when I heard someone speak your name and say about your relationship with a spy as the reason for your loneliness. I did not believe the rumors completely until I found your name and her name in the reports in the B.S.A.A. I must assume that it surprised and scared me to discover that an agent like you was investigated for having defended a criminal, thinking it was your old spy friend. A risk and an error that we could only do for a person who ... was really important to us. Again I did not think I have the right to question or charge you for anything, but I had a right to protect myself. Somehow I could understand your attitude because I know that we can not choose who we love..."

Jill looked at Leon curiously, he did not seem surprised to hear her talk about the spy, as if he expected that that was really the reason for everything.

"Important ... Maybe you're right in some way. But love ...?" Leon smiled slightly, leaving Jill even more confused. "I'm not really the best man in the world to identify and define what love is, but my life experience allows me to clearly define what is not love, and Jill, I never loved Ada Wong. When everything happened in Raccoon City and I met her, I was really delighted with her mystery. I literally let her wrap me around her seduction ties. We met on a few occasions and I truly liked the game we played, I was fascinated. And this fascination made me think that Ada was really the woman of my life for sometime. That thought of mine lasted many years, until Ada and I finally had a real encounter. And .. well, I do not know how to explain it without seeming rude..."

"Do not worry about it ..." Jill was serious but calm.

"Well ... Sex was fantastic as I imagined, but when it was over, all that was left was a cold woman, colder than a wall, lying in the bed next to me. We had nothing to talk about, we had nothing in common and I felt that neither of us was interested in finding out about our personal lives, as if it would break our charm. In the end, after sex Ada made me feel the same way as all the other women with whom I was before, the only difference was the "fantastic sex". Of course, this detail was enough to make me wish that it could happen sometimes, but the mystery, the fetish was not the same. Sometime passed and my interest in her decreased significantly, I even thought I had the Don Juan Syndrome. That maybe she had lost the magic for me just because I had gotten what I wanted. But in my mission in China, the last time we met, I could see clearly what I felt. When Helena, my partner there, encouraged me to go after Ada, unlike other times, I did not consider that possibility. I know that to save her from the hands of Chris was a mistake because I was saving actually a criminal, Carla Radames. But I just asked Chris to not kill her, because in addition to own my life to her for other times she saved me, she was never a really serious problem and indirectly she was useful sometimes. And even If I had some sort of affection for her, I didn't stop Chris from doing the right thing, I knew he would arrest her."

"That made your name came up to other companies and you were investigated for a possible involvement."

"I knew it could have gotten some agents' attention, but I was not worried. There was nothing to worry about because there was nothing to be found or discovered. And about Ada, although at times she returned to my life and she was, at some point, my dream. I am no longer a kid lost in illusions and spy movie stories. I know today that seduction is fascinating, but love is beyond seduction and attraction." Leon paused for a second and took a sip of water and still holding the cup, he looked at Jill "My parents did not have a very harmonious relationship, my mother was very beautiful and it looked like my father did not trust her because she liked to provoke him, they used to argue a lot. I think they loved each other, but they didn't have a kind of relationship that got my admiration. Unlike my grandparents. They liked to do everything together when they were together. But what impressed me most about them was how my grandfather liked talking to my grandmother, he used to come home from work every day and talk to her for hours. They were lovers, friends, confidantes. Complicity and confidence was the strongest bond of that union. I do not think I need to tell you which relationships inspired me. Which one I really wanted in my life and I used to dream about. And although I'm not the best man in the world to describe love as I told you, I can define the quality of feeling that I expected from life. I always hoped to love someone and to be loved like my grandparents did. For years I preferred to be alone than to be in an incomplete relationship with any woman, a relationship with no love, respect, trust and admiration."

"But Leon, we cannot choose who we love." She said with a sad tone.

"I agree. But passion is not love. When we are immature and think we are incomplete, we expect someone to complete us and we often chose the wrong way. When the curtain falls and we see the reality we realize it was never love, only passion. Passion that burns up and down with the same strength of a blaze. But when we are mature and realize that we are complete and we can live well by ourselves, we allow ourselves to look at people as they really are and not as we would like them to be. That is what happened to me. At that moment life brought me a different woman, the woman I really expected my whole life. A woman who is also complete, besides mature and noble. A woman who faced many things and proved she has an impressive inner strength. A woman that can make me go crazy in a bed with her delicious sex and still can caress me after, talking and hearing me talk about life with affection, tenderness. A woman able to do any single moment unique and special. I woman I love to talk to. A woman I admire and trust. Someone who for the first time...

Jill was looking at Leon with her eyes teary. He took the phone and pressed something before placing the device on the sofa.

Leon stood up, reaching out to Jill. She accepted his hand and he pulled her closer to him. They were hugging each other and Leon looked at her firmly.

"For the first I can think about my future. For the first time I hope to have a future and for the first time I see a woman with me in it. Jill, I'm don't know how to explain exactly, but I feel at home, and I've never felt like this before, I don't wanna miss you. I know maybe there are things about me that can make it hard to believe what I'm saying, but please... Give me a year, a year to prove to you that I am not an empty man as it seemed. A year to prove that what I feel for you is real and that it comes from the bottom of my heart. Because you are right, we can not choose who we admire, who we want, who we trust ...

Leon's cellular started playing a song.


"And in all these days I could not forget you for one second, I can only conclude that I could not help falling in love. But that's what happened. I'm madly in love with you, Jill. I don't know if I deserve such a spectacular woman like you, but I'll try to."

A tear fell from Jill's eyes and she looked into his eyes.

"Sorry to disappear without giving you a chance to explain yourself. But I had to look after myself. You are the first man in years to bring me back and when I heard about everything ... Well ... I didn't want to suffer." Jill sighed and realized that Leon shook his head in understanding before she continued "I know it will not be easy to deal with our jobs, but ..." Jill smiled warmly "I could not choose my feelings either ... It just happened. I'm also in love, although I tried hard to hold my heart back. And I ... well, I think you deserve a year of my life. I can sacrifice it" she said in a funny tone.

They both laughed before kissing for a few seconds.

"Some men are womanizer just because they haven't found the right woman yet. You will prove that, Ms. Valentine."

"I hope so, Mr. Kennedy. Don't make me regret..." Jill was interrupted by his lips.

"A year ... Prepare the bed, I must do this year worth it." Leon said between her lips.

"Only one ..." Jill repeated laughing as the kiss intensified.

Although life was made of uncertainties and even our best intentions could give us no guarantees of making things right, experience would always be something good just because they could make us better, more experienced.

And even when we failed in our choices, what really mattered was that we were always looking for love. And for love, everything would always be worth it.

Leon really deserved that opportunity, not only because a part of Jill's heart was screaming to be with him, but mostly because she knew that true love was everybody's goal and we all would certainly go wrong a lot before really reaching it.

Yes, of course she was still afraid of getting hurt, but she agreed with him, nothing and no one was better than time to show who people really were in our lives. And Jill was willing to find out who was Leon in hers.

Heeeeeeeeeey! OMG!

It is good but at the same time sooooo sad to know this story is ending.

It was a great jorney, for sure.

Well, for this ending I was inspired for older RE games, but mainly inspired by RE6, where we can see how firm Leon is about his dutys, unlike before. He didn't consider going after Ada, when Helena suggested him that. And even more important when he told Helena he didn't trust her, since there is no true love without trust. So I based my comprehension on his feelings from his own words and actions. He showed he cares, but care is not love. Something we only understand with maturity.

I hope it was all coherent to you guys. If I missed something for this moment they did things clear and right, please let me know since we have an epilogue.

I'd like to thank you all for your support and friendship. For each comment and fave. They surely meant a lot to me. Specially my dear :iconromero1718: and sweet :iconbiohazard-croft:
Behind The Guns - Chapter 25 (Jilleon)
Previous Chapter:…

What can we find behind the guns, beyond the missions and inside the hearts? Leon Scott Kennedy was more than an impressive and effective agent, but he forgot that after many years saving people's lives. That's when he needs to stop and think about himself, but will he keep his mind away from work when he has nothing else to do with his life? /// Jill and Leon Story
Resident Evil and its characters belong to Capcom


Wheel of Fortune

Jill looked at her watch checking the time when she exited the elevator. She knew that Quint was punctual, so she rushed to get ready fast not to keep him waiting.

As soon as Jill greeted the porter she saw Quint park in front of her building. As she walked towards him, Jill thanked her friend's company in her mind.

After about two weeks in the countryside, Jill certainly would have stayed longer that if she hadn't to attend that celebration. But with Chris' absense, there was only her and Quint to represent that B.S.A.A. branch.

Although that was a small celebration, led by the Municipal Administration. Jill knew how much the mayor liked the media, so he expected the representatives from B.S.A.A. and from the other organizations that would receive donations to be present and to be in the next morning's newspaper frontpage. This way everyone would be able to see his concern for maintaining the city way from bioterrorism.

Although they already received a good amount of the federal government every month, Jill knew that some new helicopters and weapons would always be welcome. So she understood the need for their presence, although she didn't like those celebrations.

Jill closed the car door and smiled at her friend.

"You're very elegant in that tux."

"I feel like a penguin from Madagascar." Quint shrugged.

"They are very intelligent, it would be a good reference for sure. But please, move away from mischief."

"All right, I promise that this time I didn't invade the system to change the order of presentations, placing the BSAA as the first."

Jill opened her mouth surprise and could not say anything for a few seconds, she just looked at Quint. Quint kept looking at the wheel and did not move.

"I knew you had done it last year."

"Oh, don't blame me. You complained the whole week about going to this cocktail because Chris was traveling."

"Oh! How sweet. You did it for me..." she said in an ironic and funny tone.

"For us both. You always force me to go with you and none of us like it."

"That's not true, there was once that I forced Parker."

Quint pursed his lips and crossed his arms, looking at Jill.

"Okay ..." Jill dropped her sholders "It was only once because you were not here ... I admit I prefer to force you to go with me."

"Ok. It's not something bad to be your favorite company."

Jill winked and smiled.

Although everything seemed like a joke, Quint had just said the truth. She loved his company. Having to come back from her trip for that cocktail was not something nice, but at least she could count on the Quint's presence, which was.

"How was your trip?" Quint asked.

"So nice. I feel alive again thanks to the nature"

"What happened to your cellphone? Did you lose it? I tried several times to call you, especially today to confirm the time."

"It was out of sign and now no battery."

Jill was lying, but she could not find a way to tell him the truth. She turned off her cell on the day she traveled and she didn't have the courage to turn it on afterward. She was deeply afraid to find unanswered calls from Leon, or perhaps she was afraid not fo find any.

Luckily for her, Quint seemed to accept well that excuse. Jill questioned him about the latest news in B.S.A.A. to change the subject and it was about that what they talked on their way.

Although that was a seemingly simple cocktail, the mayor was so fond of the exhibition that a red carpet and several photographers and reporters were placed at the entrance.

Jill heard people calling her name, but she just smiled for the cameras. She did not like that feeling of fame, but for the BSAA she'd always do any sacrifice.

When she and Quint moved away from the spotlight, Jill sighed in relief.

"What don't we do for a few new helicopters?" Quint asked in funny tone.

Jill nodded and laughed.

The first hour of that celebration was not unpleasant. Jill and Quint ran into Sandler and they were having a nice chat.

Sandler was a respected army lieutenant and Crispin Jettingham's boyfriend, one of their friends known as Dee-Ay. Dee-Ay was known for his intelligence and agility. Both refused numerous offers from the B.S.A.A. because they were attached to their current positions, they loved what they did. But Jill would love if the two one day accepted to join the BSAA, it would certainly be an honor for her.

"Where is Dee-Ay?"

"You know him. He only thinks about work. He is in the Middle East training rescue groups against bioterrorism."

"Always involved in this cause."

"Just like you." Sandler smiled.

Quint, Jill Sandler and talked on various subjects until Quint and Jill were called on stage to symbolically receive the donation.

To go on the stage, Jill tried to ignore the crowd of people watching her. She had to assume that she was less intimidated before a crowd of zombies than before that crowd looking at her and watching her closely.

Jill and Quint took the keys of the helicopters and posed for some photographers, next to the mayor, Ronald West.

Jill was smiling naturally for the cameras when her gaze was attracted to the stairs, where she was minutes before. There he was. In a black suit, holding a glass of whiskey, very elegant.

Leon was looking at her so firmly that Jill felt her legs go weak for a moment. Trying to ignore the slight emotion she felt, Jill looked at the photographer again, trying to act naturally.

At that time she would like to really be the fortress that everyone always thought she was, so she would feel indifferent before that gaze and especially before that man. But her body was shaking and her heart was beating irregularly, showing the effect he had on her.

When the photos were over, Jill thanked the Mayor and walked towards the stairs to leave that place quickly, when the voice of the announcer called her back.

"One moment, Ms. Valentine and Mr. Cetcham. It's not over. We would like to ask the respected agent Mr. Leon Scott Kennedy to join us.

Jill looked at Quint confused before looking at Leon. The agent walked up the stairs still looking at Jill.

"On behalf of Senator Joseph Brown, we would like to give you a prize in a check and another one to decorate your shelves" The presenter said as a beautiful woman in a short tight dress got on the stage and handed the three a check and a trophy each. "The senator is deeply pleased and grateful for the work you guys have done in his defense and his family's."

Jill smiled thanking, though she wished she could run from that place. She thought nothing could get worse until the three got closer for a picture and Leon placed his left hand on her waist, so strong as if he had forgot about the audience ahead of them. That strong hand and that proximity allowed her to smell Leon's scent, which made it hard for her to breath.

Jill faked a few more smiles for photos and prayed for that the torture to end soon. When the presenter thanked theim, she could only thank him back and walk quickly to the stairs.

She knew she needed to be mature, she was supposed to go down the stairs to greet and congratulate Quint and Leon for that, it would be the right thing to do at that time. But Jill was still feeling her heart beat wildly and a slight dizziness.

When she left the stairs she spotted Sandler. Jill went quickly towards him and asked him to hold her trophy because she needed to go to the toilet urgently.

Women would always be forgiven when they needed to go to the restroom, that was the best excuse she could think about to get out of there. Only Jill knew she was not being as strong and cold as people thought or expected she was, and this time she didn't feel guilty. It was great to be imperfect sometimes.

Jill went into the bathroom and got her hands went, running them on her face. That cold touch made her feel an immediate relief. As if it had awakened her. Looking at the mirror for a while, she was grateful for not having destroyed her makeup. Jill then took a deep breath again, before deciding to leave that place.

Sandler was waiting for her by the restroom door. Jill tried to look as normal as possible, she got her trophy back and thanked him.

"Thank you." She looked around before asking "Where's Quint?"

"In a call. It seems that someone needed his help. He said he'll be righ back." Sandler hardly wait for Jill to shake her head and abruptly asked her "What was that on stage?"

"Wha...What?" She asked scared.

"You and that handsome agent Kennedy ... I felt ...something like a sexual tension there."

"What do you mean?"

"While Quint was looking at the woman's legs and cleavage and even to the check that you guys received. The hunk was just looking at you ... and what about that hand in your waist like that? Oh my God!"

"Damn! You think everyone realized that?" She closed her eyes in worry.

"Relax. I just realized that because I know you and I noticed your discomfort and his, so I was watching everything in detail. You both seemed bewildered."

"It's a long story that will not repeat." Jill saw Quint walking towards them "In another opportunity I can tell you."

Sandler winked at Jill and crossed her arm between his. Both walked to Quint and the first thing that Jill suggested her friend to do was to go away. Quint did not question, demonstrating that it could be a good idea for him too and Sandler decided to accompany them to the exit.

Jill looked among the people while walking and she couldn't specify whether she was frustrated or relieved not to find Leon's face anymore. Trying to expel those thoughts she tried to concentrate on the jokes that Sandler was telling them.

Although Jill had tried to remain normal, the way back home was made in total silence. She was able neither to start nor to continue a conversation. The only thing Jill managed to do was stare at the lights of the street through the window, listen to the old songs and holding back the tears.

When Quint stopped the car, Jill thanked him quickly and tried to disguise the sad tone on her voice. It was warm, but suddenly she felt as if that long dress was not enough and her body was trembling slightly.

She got to her apartment door and put her hand into her small purse. She got a set of keys out of it, the object slipped between her fingers falling and sliding away on the floor when it was stopped by an expensive social male shoe.

Jill looked up at the man in front of her and she was startled to recognize him. She felt a slight urge to ask him how he had come in there, but she held herself back when she realize she would sound ridiculous to ask something like that to an agent.

Jill took a deep breath to regain her posture. Disguising the whirlwind of emotions she felt, she looked at Leon coldly, as if everything was under control.

Hi guys
I hope this chapter was just strong as it was for me, to imagine the scene.
OMG, these two are perfect together, right?
How do you guys think everything will turn out now?
Well, see on chapter 25, our last chapter. :)
I hope you liked it. Thank you my dear :iconromero1718: and my dear :iconbiohazard-croft: sooo nice to have you back.
Behind The Guns - Chapter 24 (Jilleon)
Previous Chapter:…

What can we find behind the guns, beyond the missions and inside the hearts? Leon Scott Kennedy was more than an impressive and effective agent, but he forgot that after many years saving people's lives. That's when he needs to stop and think about himself, but will he keep his mind away from work when he has nothing else to do with his life? /// Jill and Leon Story
Bird Lady. by Shanttyvf
Bird Lady.
Just something simple to test this model and to say I MISS YOU ALL :heart:
Bird Lady ready to work. ;)

Jill by Sharon14
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Maybe you guys have noticed that, but I was only a writer and since some days I've also become a Hobbyist Digital Artist.
This happened when my dear friend DemonLeon3D told me he could teach me deal with blender and my dear friend Mister-Valentine taught me how to use xnalara. Thank you guys :hug:
It's interesting but when I started analyzing arts and working with models I realized how Jill and Leon gets sexy and extremelly beautiful together. That happened to me specially by feeling DemonLeon3D and romero1718 amazing Jilleon arts which brought me such good feelings I tried to hide at first :D
It's not that I don't like Valenfield anymore, I still do because it is something that happened to me so long ago. But when we think over deeply Chris (RE6) and Ada's personality we get a little frustrated... I believe Capcom ruined Chris in RE6 (Damn you Kobayashi) and that Ada is not noble enough to be considered a heroin(And after 15 years it clearly shows us Leon and Ada have attraction and care for each other, not true love).
When I think about that I feel that Leon and Jill are the two characters that still remain the same. The 2 characters capcom respected somehow. Although they are kind of different, they are noble, skilled, experienced and hot.
There's a part inside of me that will always love Valenfield up to RE5, but in this moment I'm into Jilleon, which is inspiring me for posing and for writing, because they make up a wonderful couple.
Thank you guys for your friendship and for your support!!! :) :hug: ;)

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Biohazard-Croft Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2015
Hey Shan!! How do you do??
Miss you Cry run 
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I miss your arrrrrts Shaaaaaaaanntty !!!!! Cry forever 
I hope that's only because you are busy :) Well if that is not
the case, i will show you soon how much i want to see you back hehe :D Rainbow Sheep 
Soooo cyaaaaaaaaa sooon :D :love::happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce: 
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You dont need to thank :hug:
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